I have a bad feeling about this.

0ne5ho7 @ 2006-01-08T22:14:00

2006-01-09T05:19:04Z

hey you. havent seen you in a while. how are you? good I hope.

I smoked a lot of ciggarettes today, talked to some old classmates, and one person I really wanted to.

I also got a little reminiscent, so I found this in the basement of the internet.

life happens one day at a time, I think.

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-11-14T22:06:00

2005-11-15T05:19:32Z

falling through a sky whom befriended clouds
gray, blue, white, red
anonymous faces stitched to emptied vessels
unbeknownst to the faithful
preached to outcasts
deeper and more hopeless
gripping onto hollow despair
drifting black, scathing edges
faster, pulling downward
stunted by darkness
inaudible melodies fill his ears.

-

In two you lay
mend the pieces
slowing pace
speak those words
part you just as easily.

BYE.

:-|

queer...

2005-11-09T03:49:57Z

I didnt hang out today. jesse was at a show, and shes the only one I hang out with during the week...

Im gonna get an early night tonight. I smoked 10 ciggarettes today instead of my usual 20.

Im gonna go down 1 every day. thats the easiest for me. I wish I didnt have to work sometimes, but I love it anyways. I cant wait to see all of you crazies this weekend. bye.

Losing 15 pounds, Quitting Smoking, and unhealthy eating in 21 days.

2005-11-08T04:34:33Z

Can I do it? Can I quit smoking even though I never have before? can I run every night and lose extra weight? and not drink soda? yeah!

So as I was typing my mission, our neighbor who just moved in across the street came and rang the doorbell, she locked herself out, and we saved her and kept her company.

so...Im tempted to smoke while typing this, and cold turkey is gonna hurt me so so so badly, but I have to fucking do this. It makes me feel like a weak man when I cant do something.

my mom and I are running every night, and Im TOTALLY GONNA WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

21 days, to lose weight and the most wins.

god this is going to be so fuckin hard.

Im panicking thinking about ciggarettes.

goodbye old friends.

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-10-23T12:51:00

2005-10-23T19:54:48Z

How dissapointing.

Im glad I have my friends. this morning was so much fun.

I learned alot, and Im so happy I have you two.

my sweet kaffir kings.

next weekend is gonna rock.

and to those who cant wire their mouthes.

this is what I have to say:

if your life is so empty, that you have to fill it with gossip and bullshit, then I no longer consider you a close friend.

just keep playing the act.

for those who arent liars, and cowards, thanks.

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-10-05T20:21:00

2005-10-06T03:23:12Z

Im so tired. But I get to work, so Im excited! I saw ms. martincic tonight, and that made me real happy.

I cant believe it, but Im gonna go to sleep at 9pm, so I can be up at 5am, and work and stuff. Its pretty allright working there, its really hard, but I know Ill get used to it.

and, Im excited for tommorow, and saturday.

bye monkey <3

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-10-04T21:09:00

2005-10-05T04:24:00Z

holy guacamole!

"On my hip teflon on my chest"

I start at sunbrite tommorow. Im happy that I finally have a respectable, well-paying, benefits job. Today, I went to my old job at Rosatis, and sean decided he didnt need me...haha, probably frustration on his part. Im gonna make some PHAT ass techno beats, and play them in my ride.

and ahh, I wont have to pull up to a stop light and be embaressed, because its all me, and its all free.

be free birds.

be free.

love you. :)

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-09-30T21:50:00

2005-10-01T04:52:46Z

I realized that dj and I are extremely sick upstairs in the noggin.

we went to petco today...and alot of bad things happened.

We decided that cats are sOooOoO! CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!! and we played with this cute orange one,

also the crazy monkey grey one, who probably hit his noggin real kaffir hard on the floor, and now he thinks everything is a ladder.

Im getting ONE medium RAT.

so my rat and my cat can play nice games together.

Im gonna play a really ugly game tonight.

I LIKE OPEN HEART SURGERY!

if a cat looks like this, something really bad is gonna happen.

MAY GOD BE WICHYOO.

-boss nass, Sep5 6625

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-09-29T08:49:00

2005-09-29T15:50:33Z

I wish we had a donkey lips in our group, so whenever we were mad, we could just blame and hit him.

but we dont.

ok here goes.

2005-09-23T04:46:54Z

the top 3 boyz I like RRR:

DJ (HES SO HELLA TALL AND HIS THINGZ BIIIIG!!)
DANNY ( DIDYA SEE THOSE WASHBOOOOOAAARD ABBZZ)
SCOTT (OMG HIS NEW HAIRCUT IS OFF THE CHAIN)

ThE tOp 3 GuRlZz I lIkE Rr!!!

JESSSICA MARTINCIC (SWEET EYES AEROPLANE!)
DANYELLA LUGHO! (NICE FREKALZZZ, THEYRE SUPASIQQQ)
KYLA LUGHOOOOOOOOOO (LONG DINOSAUR FINGAZ IS SO OFF THE CHAIN AT THE CLUB)

ps...

this post was going to be serious, and then I lost it...again

Im getting a job at SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSUN BRIIIIIIIIIIIIITE!!!!!!!!!!!

I start soon, and I get to do cool stuff.

me and scott made the coolest keyboard song. Id write the notes we played but, I dont understand music.

so heres my rendition.

bahh, baaaaah, booo, baaaah, baa, baaaaah, boo-baaah waaoow.

it sounded WWAY BETTAZH.

I miss you guys, and I wont be seeing you for a whilezors.

dads gotta go to Maine for a while, gotta katch me a r33l big kaffir snooker!!

hazzaa de templare!

oh yeah, and jesse is super hot/cool/really nice to me/never talks back to me/is real nice to me.

I like her.

and I made this:

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-09-12T18:08:00

2005-09-13T01:08:35Z

Im happy.

IF YOU ARE A HUMANBEING!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111

2005-09-06T08:23:27Z

KALL ME 2MORROW, AFTER 10:30 AM

623-217-0490.

THAT NUMBER IS FOR FRENDZ ONLEEE.

IF U R GAY< I WILL HANG UP ON YOU NIGGER.

im really drunk by myself in my ohouse.

I like jesse.

BYE!

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-09-01T19:04:00

2005-09-02T02:12:38Z

A man, barricaded himself inside his store, threatening looters.

A man begs on the street. officials fear hundreds will die of starvation.

Here people are stranded pleading for help.

A man sits on the stairs that used to lead to his house.

haha...here we go again.

people stealing killing, and raping like animals in nyarlinz.

a story read that a man killed another man to get a seat on a bus.

the police are asking people if they have weapons. because they do not.

that shits gotta feel like the end of days.

Question.

2005-08-31T06:11:52Z

Hey, who wants to come with me tommorow at 10am, and donate blood?

you get 200.00$ just for doin it!

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-08-29T23:23:00

2005-08-30T06:23:49Z

I found this on Yahoo! news.

Caption:

Looters carry bags of groceries through floodwaters after taking the merchandise away from a wind damaged convenience store in New Orleans on Monday, Aug. 29, 2005

haha, these fat black women decided to loot...thats sweet.

2oCk me @madeus!

2005-08-29T22:32:54Z

Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, oh oh oh Amadeus

Er war Superstar
Er war populär
Er war so exaltiert
Because er hatte Flair
Er war ein Virtuose
War ein Rockidol
Und alles rief:
Come on and rock me Amadeus

Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, oh oh oh Amadeus

Come on and rock me Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, oh oh oh Amadeus

Es war um 1780
Und es war in Wien
No plastic money anymore
Die Banken gegen ihn
Woher die Schulden kamen
War wohl jedermann bekannt
Er war ein Mann der Frauen
Frauen liebten seinen Punk

Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, oh oh oh Amadeus

Come and rock me Amadeus...

Baby baby do it to me rock me
Baby baby do it to me rock me
Baby baby do it to me rock me
Ja ja ja
Baby baby do it to me rock me
Baby baby do it to me rock me
Baby baby do it to me rock me

Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, Amadeus
Amadeus Amadeus, oh oh oh Amadeus...

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-08-25T13:08:00

2005-08-25T20:09:22Z

well, seeing as how Im the only one working at night, Ill see you later dani, but happy birthday!

now you can go buy ciggarettes, porn, get piercings, tattoos, and go to strip bars and clubs.

keep it real nigga, repping 213.

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-08-23T00:45:00

2005-08-23T07:48:39Z

sorry, drunken posts.

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-08-21T14:16:00

2005-08-21T21:17:52Z

Standing there alone
The ship is waiting
All systems are go
Are you sure?
Control is not convinced
But the computer
Has the evidence
"No need to abort"
The countdown starts

Watching in a trance
The crew is certain
Nothing left to chance
All is working
Trying to relax
Up in the capsule
"Send me up a drink"
Jokes Major Tom
The count goes on

4...3...2...1...
Earth below us
Drifting falling
Floating weightless
Calling calling home...

Second stage is cut
We're now in orbit
Stabilizers up
Running perfect
Starting to collect
Requested data
What will it affect
When all is done
Thinks Major Tom

Back at ground control
There is a problem
Go to rockets full
Not responding
"Hello Major Tom
Are you receiving
Turn the thrusters on
We're standing by"
There's no reply

4...3...2...1...
Earth below us
Drifting falling
Floating weightless
Calling calling home...

Across the stratosphere
A final message
"Give my wife my love"
Then nothing more

Far beneath the ship
The world is mourning
They don't realize
He's alive
No one understands
But Major Tom sees
Now the life commands
This is my home
I'm coming home

Earth below us
Drifting falling
Floating weightless
Coming home...

Earth below us
Drifting falling
Floating weightless
Coming home...

Earth below us
Drifting falling
Floating weightless
Coming coming home...
Home.....

Pretty Pretty Princess

2005-08-21T20:40:04Z

Damnit.

I just played 2 extreme games of PPP with my sister, she rocked me both times.

one of the games took 41 minutes.

PRETTY PRETTY PRRRRRRIIINCESS!

this...sucks.

2005-08-20T05:24:40Z

So its friday night, I was off of work early...and everyones doing something. everyone.

gay gay gay lame lame lame.

I was expecting mabye, someone to wanna do something, but Im the outcast now. oooh yaya, I guess the irony, is everyone who used to be my friend or thinks they still are would say I deserve it huh?
thats cool, Im moving on.

Im gonna party it up with my friends that dont talk to me, in my dreams...when Im sleeping.
like jesse, and dani, and dj, and my brother and stuff, and trent, this 34 year old from work...who is so stupidly retarded, but shit, he beats alot of you guys.* note***, the above mentioned names are awesome people, and that last comment was not directed at them.

schools really made everyone a little diffrent. but some people dont change.

shit this sucks.

Im gonna go waste time looking at pictures or something.

TOTALLY GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

This is different.

2005-08-17T19:18:23Z

Living here is so much more diffrent. I smoke less, I dont smoke pot, I dont drink...it feels like Im back in highschool...I miss the freedom a little bit. It's definetly worth it. I hope I can see dani and dj today. and mabye I can see kyla, who knows huh?

Ive been spending my mornings reading news and finding wierd fucking people on myspace.

I got back into drawing, and eating nourishing meals.

my body probably hasnt had, dairy, grains, protein, starches, vegetables and sugars and fats in one day before... but I made it so it did.

I feel like spiderman, like I could fucking launch HUGE webs out of my hands.

I really want to see my friends again...dangit.

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-08-16T18:13:00

2005-08-17T01:13:50Z

the advertising shots of our photo spread for donna karen in new york.

some pictures.

2005-08-16T00:22:56Z

this is why dj is my friend,

and...

and this is what happens when you go to highschool. and dani is wearing josephs technicolor dreamcoat.

ps these pictures are old old old.

like my cerebellum!
here you go!

0ne5ho7 @ 2005-08-15T14:43:00

2005-08-15T21:48:37Z

Jesus...

Im glad I don't remember any of it.

Im on codeine...and I cant feel a thing.

I wish I could smoke...but the doctor said I could become dillusional or something because of the anesthesia.

so...I cant walk.

and this hurts alot, even with pain killers.

I said some wierd stuff to the doctors before they put me to sleep.

like, "Im obi-wan kenobi" and "Ill see you in the morning"

they were getting nervous I think.

chompa chompa!

p@in RuLZ!

EET MO2E PiLLZ!!! YUAAYAYAUAYA

fuck this shit is weieird!! im so ruined.

Ill sell the pills to anyone who wants to get hella ****ed up on KODEINE KANDY

HAHAHAHA